Awake.

It's 4:30 in the morning and I can't believe I am not asleep, I need to sleep. What is my problem? I suddenly felt like talking to God about an hour ago, only trouble is...I'm longing for a face to face sit down. I'm longing for Him to tell me what I need to know and I know there is something that needs to be reveled...I can feel it.
Oh, to have a conversation...or just to hear Him talk...that would be better. What could I possibly have to say that would add anything? Well, maybe "I love you."
And I do...with all my heart. Just wish I could get my actions to line up with my claims. Sorry Lord, please put your Spirit in me, so I will be kind...and please help me go to sleep.